I'm now here, penning down my thoughts again. This is simply one way of reflecting. I don't actually know where this blog will be heading. I just would like to express.
As other people suffer from distress silently, I'm trying to put it down in words. One way of being sane, aside from telling it to a person very close to me, I sometimes write and later on have her read it, again my way of shuffling negative vibes and letting good ones to come. Not to mention my fan has been a good adviser and a very generous critique. -- a person with so much praises!
So here, As I end my first year on the real mad rat race, I realized that life presents us with two sentiments--- happiness and sorrow. These two collide as I strive hard everyday and my eyes and heart opened widely to see things on the right perspective or else if not, I was not able to perform well and as a result this would make my life such a dismay. As I venture my everyday journey, I encounter things that make me wanna give up, but thanks to my Atsi for giving me all the support and affirmations. It made me realized that once I received a great blessing, there's a big possibility that I will encounter difficulties too for me to appreciate more what was given. As I face my difficulties in work, I have seen the great blessing in my Atsi. She is a blessing a grace from God!
I don't know how to thank people who are always ready to extend their helping hands and loving hearts. I will always be thankful that God has given me blessings more than I deserved-- my family, friends, colleagues, and of course you, my Atsi . I am poor but God makes me feel rich in form of His love which he made me feel through you! I love you Lord! I don't know how could I possibly give back the favor but as your poor and humble child, giving it back means doing good everyday. I promise to do good all the time! :)
